Saturday, May 26, 2007
Extra super long weekend
Thursday, May 24, 2007
The fine art of commuting & it's delicate dance
In an effort to save money, and reduce my carbon footprint, I have been searching for over a year to find someone that I could share my ride to work. Thanks to Upper Valley Rideshare it has finally come to fruition. Not only do I have one person to share the ride with, there are two people that I will be commuting with at least one day a week. This is very cool, and cost effective too.Taking it one step further, I have also started to commute home on my bicycle two days a week. A part of my past has finally been resurrected. As some of you may very well know, before Isabel and I had children I was an avid cycling enthusiast spending a great deal of my free time riding and racing mountain bikes. The impact surrounding the birth of our first child greatly impacted my riding. While some could argue that one could simply rearrange their priorities and fit cycling in, I opted out of that one and decided that being a parent was going to take precedence. So here we are almost five years later, and I'm going to be out on my bike, riding at least twice a week. Life is good, although my coworkers think I'm gay because I'm so enthusiastic all of this.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I need to check my math
- The Profile. I am still tweaking the grain bill to match the efficiency of the new mill.
- The Grist. I am going to need to really get this dialed. Last time I brewed, I ran the malt thru twice, and nailed the gravity. This time I only ran it thru once.
- The Lauter. I was busy eating dinner, and chatting with my In-laws, and not really paying that close attention to it. I may need to DIY a sparge arm or something to mechanize it a bit to increase efficiency.
Monday, May 21, 2007
Gratuitous Birthday Post
I work for an awesome company that gives you your birthday off! However instead of taking off today, I'm going to take off Friday and enjoy a super long weekend. I'll be taking my birthday bike ride Friday morning. Tonight I'll be brewing up some Pale Ale, and enjoying take-out from theTop of the Hill.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Pull over I'm going to boot
Saturday night was an absolute hoot aside from my impending case of acute alcohol poisoning. Iz was tired so Gibson and I dropped her off back at the inn at 9:00pm . We then returned to Connie's house to enjoy copious amounts of Yuengling lager. This would prove to be the beginning of my downfall. After most of the party cleared out Connie, Stin, Gibson, Tara and myself enjoyed a few more beers before Tara gave me a ride back to the inn.I clearly had enough to drink, however for some reason when I returned to the inn I was compelled to enjoy a hot tub and a Storm King stout. Apparently this was going to be the straw that was going to break the proverbial camel's back. The hot tub, a 9.1% beer, and being inadequately hydrated would prove to be a recipe for disaster. I awoke with a slight hangover that got exponentially worse as the day grew on. This would eventually culminate with me booting in the grass at a rest are on the Sawmill Parkway Sunday afternoon. A hard lesson was relearned on the day before my birthday.
What is Glibbidy doing in my living room?
On the way down to Malvern we stopped in Bethlehem at the local Homebrew store so I could pickup supplies to make a few Belgian knock-offs, and some more lager beer. Ummmm lager.
We then made our way down to Victory brewing company for a snack and some samples before going to the bash. There is nothing like a Golden Monkey right from the source!
Saturday, May 19, 2007
From the Road
We are in Bethlehem this morning visiting Big Dave and Joanne. My dad got a dog recently, and it is a Peakinease. It's name is Pam, which coincidentally is the same name as my older sister. WTF? Pammy is a very nice dog. It's off to the secret party today. Tonight we'll be staying at the General Warren Inn.
Friday, May 18, 2007
Worn out, big weekend ahead
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Off to Fenway tonight
The final cut
Haiku Wednesday
Longing to feel your embrace.
-Endless Summer days.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
The crack in the road
The Hefe is happily fermenting in the basement. Should be a real nice beer. I'm planning on brewing either the simple stout or a pale ale on my birthday next week. In the meantime I'm on to designing the La Maudite clone.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
American Hefeweizen
I brewed up 10 gallons of American Hefeweizen last night. I manage to nail my target gravity of 1.043. This is a huge success in my brewery.
Next weeks brew will be the Simple stout again.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Tuckermans Slideshow available
Credit and Thanks go to JC, Connie, and Hank for providing additional photographic footage of the trip. Sit back and enjoy the show!
EDIT: This is the final cut, the old video without sound was removed.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Complete field report coming soon
This shot was taken up on left gully.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Getting under way
Friday, April 20, 2007
Putting Tuckermans in Perspective

I dug this off the T4T forum, and thought it might be helpful in putting the pitch at Tuckerman Ravine in perspective. Ha, burly at best is what comes to mind. Ripcord's pitch is around 38 degrees, while White Heat at Sunday River is around 36. It's as steep as it gets in the East.
Beautiful Spring Weather, Hajj coming together.
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Chickenpox
Looks like it is drying up outside. We may be able to get that bike ride in after all.
Chickenpox quarantine
Looks like it is drying up outside. We may be able to get that bike ride in after all.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
My mill arrived today
Weather conditions continue to look favorable for Tuckermans. On the other hand, the avalanche danger is still very high. I'll be watching the avalanche bulletins thru the rest of the week before a decision is made concerning our departure. Oh well, I guess there is always next week.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Mother nature is not playing nice!
While the weather is looking primo for a trip to Tuckermans next week, the avalanche warnings are not looking so hot after the variable precipitation that has fallen on Mt. Washington in the past few days. There were two human triggered avalanches this past weekend up in ravine area. So with avalanche warnings remaining high, we'll just have to wait this one out and see what the weekend brings.
Monday, April 16, 2007
Tuckermans
Friday: Mostly sunny, with a high near 54.
Friday Night: Mostly clear, with a low around 34.
Saturday: Mostly sunny, with a high near 56.
Saturday Night: Mostly clear, with a low around 30.
Sunday: Mostly sunny, with a high near 57.
The only downside to this is that Son of Inferno is taking place this coming weekend and that means there may be stragglers hanging out for some skiing a few days after the race so who know how crowded it may remain on Monday and Tuesday next week.
Sunday Riding finale at Mt. Snow.
Wow, Sunday was amazing!
It started raining sideways Sunday afternoon, and doesn't look to be letting up until Wednesday. Flood and wind watch in effect for Windham county Monday.
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Chickenpox and Birthday Cake
Iz confirmed that Spencer, one of the children from Grace's daycare had chicken pox about two weeks ago. Things started to fall into place with Grace complaining earlier in the week that her belly hurt. She was also acting somewhat peculiar, nothing I could put my finger on, but Iz had noticed it too. So I called Suzanne to advise of the impending quarantine. Unfortunately we had to cancel brunch with the Darlingtons. Iz then called Eve with the heads up about Grace's pox. Eve insisted that Winter come since she was symptom free.
Winty and I attended the party, and enjoyed the better par of the morning munching on Birthday cake, Fruit Salad, and slediding up at Louise's house. I even got to practice my social skills with some of the familiar adult faces at the party.
Pizza and beer
There is never a dull moment around here. The Darlingtons came over Friday night for some homemade pizza and beer. I whipped up several pizza's in the kitchen while catching up with Louise, and Henry, and the rest of the Darlington family while small children ran about, and played nicely with one another. In all I came up with five pizza creations, plus a skin for Pam's crunchy, Freaky, Celiac's pizza. The hit of the evening was the Grape and Gorgonzola Pizza that oddly enough emerged first from the oven as our forerunner. Instead of using the Vin Santo that the recipe called for I simply substituted it for the white we had on hand. For the beer portion of the evening I was pouring my American Pilsner and Altbier. Josh liked the americna Pilsner, while Henry ,Hank, and myself stuck with the altbier.Luckily the children had napped, so this made for a most pleasant evening. Around 8:45 The kiddo's were showing sign of losing their momentum. A quick exit was prescribed, and we all went to bed.
Friday, April 13, 2007
Friday excitement
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Tuckermans postponed one week
On a side note Mount Snow will be re-opening for the weekend. I may get some turns in this weekend after all. Heck I might even go with Josh and Hank.
The Michigan Darlingtons are visiting this week, that means all kinds of family filled fun with the old neighbors.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Tuckermans on the Horizon

Do you have your ticket yet? The window for the annual Tuckermans Hajj is opening. Are you going to be joining us for the most extreme skiing in the East? Presently we have an expedition team of seven people comprised of skiers, pinheads, snowboarders, and one sherpa who has agreed to schlep up the beer and an inflatable for riding over the headwall.
Our first opportunity for departure is Sunday April 15th. With present weather conditions this departure date may pass us due to a combination of moderate/high avalanche warnings, snow or rain in the forecast, and possible rain next Monday-Tuesday. I'll be watching the Hydrometeorological discussions as well as checking in with Trout for weather updates.
Stay posted for additional information and reports here. Some really great news is that the Sherburne trail is open from top to bottom!
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Easter, a birthday, and one casualty.
The Easter Bunny paid a visit this weekend and stashed some eggs about the house and neighborhood. What a delight to see Bud, Winty, and Gracer scampering about searching for eggs in the snow. This squirrel also got in on the actions and secured a few eggs for his nest.We enjoyed a fabulous dinner on Sunday complete with a ham. My sister Pammy and Carl showed up along with most of the Rose Family. Hank missed the train, so he was left behind.
I baked a flour-less chocolate cake complete with raspberry sauce to celebrate Pam's Birthday. Happy Birthday Pammy!
After everyone left I retreated to the basement to rack beer. I narrowly escaped injury when I dropped a six gallon carbouy full of water and sanitizing solution on the floor in the basement. The carbouy shattered into a million pieces. At least the basement floor is sanitized. Why, yes I did have my swerve on just in case anyone was wondering.
Saturday at the Mountain & Saturday night at the pint
Despite the mediocre beers and overpriced food Iz and I enjoyed a terrific date at the Peoples Pint Saturday night. I must say that I was quite disappointed this timer around, and will likely not go back for awhile.
It's so sad that the season has ended. Next up is the Tucks trip. Stay Posted.
Saturday, April 07, 2007
Friday Morning Riding with Thomas
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Haiku Wednesday
It's the first week of April
-Four to eight inches tonight!
Monday, April 02, 2007
More Beer
On a side note, Iz and I had a fabulous date last night at the Sierra Grille which hosted the Rogue beer dinner. The food was sumptuous and the beer heavenly.
Friday, March 30, 2007
Friday
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Moving day
It's the end of the month so all the typical crazy month end shit is starting now. EEK! Maybe I'll try to swing making some beer in the next few days. It's nice to have my inventory up for a change. Still working on that Imperial Stout. I'm also considering an Amber ale with some nice Centennial, Cascade, and Northern Brewers hops to throw in it.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Another fine Spring Day
Monday, March 26, 2007
kindergarten registration
By the way my new toy arrived today, It's the ice ax I'll be using to earn my turns up at Tucks in a few weeks. Stay posted as that adventure unfolds.
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Spring skiing with Winty
Despite her inability to make the Pizza wedge it was a terrific morning complete with some nice turns. No Manzo sightings this weekend, but I did run into his brother Scott, friend Lanna, and Lanna's son Nikita before cashing it in and heading over to watch the dummy downhill and meet up with Iz and Grace. Did I mention it snowed another 3 inches at the mountain last night? Winter just can't seem to let go, and I'm okay with that.
Got my JooJoo on in the brewery Saturday night
Tonight was an epic night in the basement brewery. I racked 30 gallons of beer in various stages of fermentation all while brewing some Pale ale. I racked the American Pilsner to kegs last night. Now I have them conditioning in my lager chamber. I racked the Altbier that I brewed last week to secondary fermentation. I may end up cold conditioning this beer prior to putting it into kegs. As I briefly mentioned above I brewed an English style Pale Ale tonight. No shortage of hops here either. This baby went into the books with 45 IBU's and 1.5 ounces of Challenger hops at knockout. I fell short on the gravity for this one, which is no surprise lately.
My target was a lofty 1.060, and I ended up with 1.056. Despite my shit for efficiency, it will still be a fine beer. I'm going to invest in a new mill soon to remedy this situation and hopefully improve my efficiency. Right now I'm running at approximately 55%. With a more efficient roller style mill, I am certain that I will be a able to get my efficiency up to 80% which would not only be ideal, but permit me to brew higher gravity brews without maxing out my mash tun.
Taking full advantage of my time in the basement also afforded me a complete cleanup of my gear ready and prep it for the next brew session. I'm already thinking about my next batch. Maybe we'll shoot for a dark beer like a stout just to balance things up around here, as well as bring additional diversity to the beer selections on tap.
Coming to visit us soon? Something you would like to taste? Let me know, and I'll see what I can brew up. haha! Unfortunately no Belgians will be brewed until that new mill arrives.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Grace goes alpine
Grace got her first taste of alpine skiing on Saturday when we headed over to Living Memorial park to ride the T-bar and make her first gravity fed turns. We made three runs and then headed over to the park for some freestyle play followed by a trip to the Chelsea for some strawberry ice cream for her alpine efforts.
Friday, March 23, 2007
Busy, busy, busy
The brewery has seen a surge in production lately. I brewed an altbier last week that I'm planning on racking to secondary fermentation tonight,. The Pilzner's brewed recently hve turned out terrific. I was going to brew a Pale ale tonight, but I'm feeling a little under the weather, so I'll lay low and just do some prep work in order to get the brew done sometime this weekend or Monday night. I haven't seen much of my partner this week either, so some QT with Iz would be nice. I'm also in the process of planning the Tuckermans Hajj.
On a side note I had a great conversation with my friend Dave Watson today, whom I haven't spoken to in ages. He's headed to Newfoundland with Meathead films in a few weeks for some backcountry skiing, getting married to Audrey in May, moving to Minnesota, and planning his third trip to summit Everest. He also gave me some good insight on picking theright ice ax for my trip to Tucks. Thanks Watson, and good luck!
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Out with the video camera
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Trout said...
It was cold today, and I believe him. We were living the dream today with -16f on the summit. Ripcord was ripping, as well as the Rock Garden, and Sap-tapper. WE skied mostly stuff that isn't on a current trail map. Amazing how much snow can actually blow around the mountain and manage to fill everything in. It is estimated that the temps on the summit were -50f with the wind chill. If you see Tony, ask him what he thought of Ricpcord on Tuesday.
Monday, March 05, 2007
Monday changes
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Sunday Riding
The Harness
We hit the mountain early Saturday morning for some fine turns in the corduroy. Well I made turns while my daughter made French fries. We enjoyed Deer Run, Rusty Nail, and Fairway. Trout and Lila showed up and we all got to ride lift number 3. It was an action packed morning, followed by an even more exciting adult oriented evening.
The Manzo threat came to fruition, actually it was a double Manzo sighting. He, and his brother showed up in VT, along with Scott's friend Lanna. Iz, and I met them all for dinner at Shin-La. While we intended to have sushi, it turned into a full tilt night at Peter Havens, complete with a detour to the wine bar, and seven degrees of separation.
Friday, March 02, 2007
Classic New England Storm Today
It's raining now so I'm bailing out of work early to get home before it switches back to freezing rain then snow. Enjoy your weekend, I know I'll be ripping it up on the slopes, and in the backcountry over the next few days.
I friggin love for this kind of weather.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Racking the lager
Haiku Wednesday
Daylight savings arrives soon.
George Bush is a mook.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
It's not Globus Hystericus
I'm in the office today playing catch-up, and clearing my throat every 2 minutes. The provisioning department is going to love me today. I seem to be filled with copious amounts of phlegm, that has manifested itself in the back of my throat. Oh, joy. Let's just hope for the best, and I'll do what I can to keep the sputum off my desk. Wow, That was probably TMI. My apologies for ruining your appetite.
Monday, February 26, 2007
Fighting it off
I was feeling a little sick Friday night, and seemed to recover Saturday morning only to start feeling icky again on Saturday evening after working at the mountain all day. Same thing Sunday, felt fine in the am, and then as the evening wore on I felt worse. I'm totally laying low today except maybe for my sister's yoga class, which may actually help matters. Funny thing is before we had children I never used to get sick other then a head cold every once in awhile. Now I usually lose one or two days a year to being sick other then sick in the head, which is ongoing. I did start the taxes today.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
The Mockler Experience
Even our discussion about the Cat-cow got out of hand. funny how pronunciations can be misunderstood.
Friday, February 23, 2007
It's snowing again
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
A Light American Pilsner
- First off the gravity of the Bohemian had only dropped to 1.032, so it was clearly not finished fermenting.
- Second I lost about 1.5 gallons of beer when my syphon clogged and got stalled several times.
- I totally missed my gravity on this one. The target was 1.050, and I hit 1.038. As you can see my mill, mills crap for efficiency.
Sunday, February 18, 2007
snow, yes
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Bohemian Pilzner Round III
The brewery is back in operation after a 60 day hiatus. This evening I performed single decoction mash, and brewed up 10 gallons of my Bohemian Pilsner. The basement temperature is holding steady at 50-52 f, which makes it ideal for fermentation using lager yeast. I did a little bit of of cleanup in the brewery tonight, and even defrosted my keg refrigerator. The basic game plan for the remainder of the Winter is to make several batches of beer experimenting with different strains of lager yeast. Naturally this will require a lagering chamber, and since the keg refrigerator is presently void of any beer, it will suffice as the logical solution for lagering since I can fit six cornies in there. This will hopefully get me motivated to get the rest of the hardware to complete the three tap system. Prosit!
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Haiku Wednesday
Brilliant Winter Sun shines high.
-Stuck in the office.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Brrr it's cold
Monday, February 05, 2007
Slightly worn out from the weekend
Saturday involved another birthday party, only this one was a surprise 30th birthday party for my friend Heath. This bash started at 6:00 pm. Needless to say I had my swerve on by 9:00 PM. This party involved A barn, allot of Red wine, a bonfire, Josh A and Daq sighting, as well as some big cones. Iz and I made it home safely (just barely).
Sunday's Stupidbowl party was by far the most low key event of the weekend. The game was marginally exciting, while the food and beer was extraordinary. My tail was dragging this morning.
BTW way Manzo never showed. He called and gave some story about being ill.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Return of the white blanket
Friday, February 02, 2007
Rest peacefully Pat
I just got word this morning that my friend Pat Danahy passed away last night due to a brief illness. He skied his last run at Mount Snow around Christmas this past December. He was in his mid eighties. Pat was a lifetime member of Mount Snow ski patrol with over 55 years of service and was the first man to ski Mount Snow. Heath and Tony proceeded directly to Pat's Pitch and poached it this morning. Get out today and take a run for Pat. You'll be missed old friend.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Manzo Threat Advisory
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Got my laptop back
Monday, January 29, 2007
Recovery, blogging, and Ben Harper
I'm doing okay most days, managing to get thru each day 24 hours at a time. Some days are better then others. The past 9 months of my life feel like a Ben Harper song. Pick one, any one cause it seems so many of them ring true to some aspect regarding my life experiences in the past 9 months. I even had a dream recently that Ben Harper was a close friend of mine, and he kept coming to me for ideas on new material.
BTW- Finnie was our special suprise guest for dinner last Thursday! Finnnnnie.
Friday, January 26, 2007
Crash and burn
It's shaping up to be a long day. Did I mention it was -1 f this morning, so I skipped my run. In hindsight, I guess I should have ran, and kept on running, or taken the day off and gone to Killington with my brother. My prediction for today is that I will not get shit done at the office. It's a pity I don't have my ski/snowboard gear because my office is only 50 minutes from Killington.
It's another Fucking glorius day!
Thursday, January 25, 2007
A visit from Uncle Tommie
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Muddling thru
Monday, January 22, 2007
Weather fizzle
Baking cookies instead of practicing my survival skills
Since I was staying home this weekend I suggested to Iz the possibility of dinner guests Saturday night. Christine and Trevor came up with Autumn and Ethan. The children hardly ate a bite by the way. Too much excitement for them. It was great to catch up with Trevor. He finally got to see my brewing operation. Wow, it's been a long time since he's been to the house! It was nice to be hanging out with friends at home, enjoying some nice dinner, homebrew, and good conversation. Christine clearly enjoyed copious amounts of wine, and would surely be in pain Sunday morning.
This week is shaping up to be a really busy one jam packed with work, visitors, and appointments. Thomas and Roddy are arriving for a visit this week for some skiing. I may try to take off Friday and go to Killington if my schedule permits.
BTW I was at the Mountain Sunday, and the temps finally got up to .4 f around 2pm at the summit. This made me think how F-ing cold camping out would have been Saturday night.
Friday, January 19, 2007
Weather discussion for next Thur & Fri
WTF? Here is the current weather discussion for next week. At this rate I'll be able to ski up to Glastenbury. Could be a big event headed our way.
THU AND FRI...
WOW!!! HOW ABOUT THAT 12Z GFS AND 12Z UKMET? A CLASSIC
HERE IN
RESEARCH FROM THE GOOD FOLKS AT UALBANY INDICATE IT/S DURING THIS
LOTS OF DETAILS TO BE WORKED OUT...ESPECIALLY ON HOW PROGRESSIVE THE
Prudence
2. caution with regard to practical matters; discretion.
3. regard for one's own interests.
With that said...Yet again I'm going to likely postpone my camping adventure. The updated weather forecast is calling for sustained winds up to 50 mph Saturday night, Wind Chill Saturday night around -22f. I may be crazy, but I'm no fool. So yes, postponing this trip would seem to be the prudent thing to do, after all this event should be a positive experience, one that doesn't include testing the limits of my survival abilities. Trout, Bo, and I may still do a quick scramble up Bald Mtn. Saturday.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Preperations for the weekend.
Murph has a fly that he is going to lend me to set up in the shelter. It's a free standing fly that I'm planning on using to trap in some heat, and some extra, and shelter from the wind.
Trout and Bo have volunteered to join me to the summit of Bald Mtn. I'll use this initial stretch of the trip to gauge whether or not I want to carry on if the weather is too gnarly.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Racking beer and Drinking Beer
I met up with Ray for some good conversation and some exceptional beer last night. The dead horse IPA is dead on. He's great brewer, a brilliant man, and an awesome friend. I filled him in on my plans for the weekend. Looks like it may snow Friday.
Today is the first Wednesday in months that Iz and I have not gone to see Joe. Wow.
Being separated does pose some logistical challenges, and requires one to constantly rearrange priorities. The space is nice, not being grounded is a bit of a hassle.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
The list of required gear
Comes a time
when the blind man takes your hand
says: don't you see?
got to make it somehow
on the dreams you still believe
Don't give it up
you've got an empty cup
only love can fill
Monday, January 15, 2007
taking me to the rack
So off we go for our adventure in the freezing rain. This of course will be concluded by some hot cocoa when we finish jumping in every puddle in the neighborhood.
I need to start getting all my camping gear ready for the weekend. Looks like it will be a cold one.
Impromptu pizza party
A call from Eve with an invitation to watch the Pat's game at her parents house on Sunday afternoon prompted me to suggest and put the wheels in motion to watch the game at my house. After all, I do have this enormous 52 inch television that came out of my Grammy's house after she passed away a few years ago. Why not watch the game on the bog screen? My quiet evening of watching football with the girls would turn into an impromptu pizza party. Eve and Michel, Henry and Rachael, and then all the children, err....Girls Five of them to be exact. Olivia didn't make it but it was still a house full of young girls running around having a good old time while us adults munched on homemade pizza, and beer. Oh and the desert, yes one cannot forget Eve's sinfully delicious chocolate raspberry squares. So Heavenly.
All is well.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Warm and moist
Friday, January 12, 2007
Weekend Plans, not as planned.
So I'll be working at the Mountain on Saturday, followed by some Eagles Football Saturday night. Lay low Sunday & Monday with the girls depending on how the weather actually shakes out. Finish off the holiday with some Yoga Monday evening, and a solo sushi excursion.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Taking a Break
I have decided to take break from everything right now to re-examine the vital relationships in my life. With so much running through my head I can't even think straight anymore. It has become my Stop the Madness campaign. I'm doing this in an effort to prevent any destructive behavior that will have only deleterious effects on all of those that I love, including myself. I don't want to ride this roller coaster right now, so I'm taking a break. Under the recommendo of Elk, I think I'll take a walk in the woods for a few days to help sort this out. I'm considering the Glastenbury loop located in the Bennington Triangle. Who knows, perhaps I'll encounter some extraterrestrials that my provide insight on interdimensional travel. Now I just need to make the time to do it. It would seem I could do it without any light under the a new moon or under the light of a full moon.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Stop the Madness
I have been spending time at B's house which is the ideal setting for meditation. No phones, No Internet. In short no distractions. I sat and meditated last night for an unknown period of time. I eventually laid down, and continued until I passed out. I feel that I probably could have gone all night just sitting there, breathing, and being in the moment. Usually I am able to just free my mind of all thoughts the difference with my meditation last night was all the thoughts that came and went, like shooting stars starting so vividly then disintegrating into nothing.
There are things you can replace, and others you cannot.
The time has come to weigh those things.
This space is getting hot, you know this space is getting hot.
Friday, January 05, 2007
Soft moon thru Maple branches
This shot was taken Wednesday night during the last full moon. While it's a more of an artistic shot, I guess? I never really considered myself an artist. It doesn't even compare to the early morning moon setting behind the tower at the retreat, or the moon rising over the hills of New Hampshire on my commute home Wednesday night.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Some wisdom to reflect on
This was shared with me early this morning and the more I think about it, the greater the meaning for me in my life right now.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Black ice. It must be Winter!
This morning on my commute to the office some flatlanders from Maryland zipped by me on the interstate. They seemed to be in control of their vehicle until I saw the brake lights, then that tell tale swerve, followed by them over compensating, and breaking at 75 miles an hour on the black ice. They didn't quite do a donut, but they did get entirely sideways. The driver trying to recover turned the wheel hard in the opposite direction, and almost pulled out of it, but made that crucial mistake of laying on the brakes again, and that's when they crashed off the left side of the passing lane, into the median. Lucky for them the didn't flip, the car came to a rest in the dirt and snow between the north and southbound lanes of 91. I eased off the gas, slowing down and watching all of this unfold before my very eyes. It is always a surreal experience to see vehicles crashing around me as I'm driving down the highway. The irony of all this, is that the fire department and State police were already dealing with another wrecked car almost 100 meters south of where this jeep crashed. Drive safely out there. life is not a video game.
I continue to grieve daily, and wonder where the hell my life is taking me. I'd like to think all is well, but I'm not so sure. Skiing and my children seem to provide the only distraction from falling deeper into more sadness, and pain.
Monday, January 01, 2007
Surreal New Years day
The first day of the year turned out pretty good. Family days are fun.